As a child
I remember that my view of the world was very spiritually-based.
For my first few years, I thought everyone saw things this way. When anything
happened, I pondered the far-reaching effects of it... not just in my family's
life, but in the universe. I suppose I had the concept of the universe down before
I knew how to read. As my vocabulary grew, I shared my thoughts, feelings, and
beliefs with my family.
In all fairness, my family is pretty open-minded for belonging to a strict,
patriarchal Christian faith. Perhaps that is because they, too, have had
unexplained experiences, insights, and questions that were not completely answered
by their religion. As I reached a point where I began sharing my thoughts, I was met
with more support than I would have had otherwise, in a household of that faith.
For their open-mindedness in nurturing the exploring mind of a girl, I am very
thankful to my parents.
During my first year of junior high, I discovered books in the library
that
dealt with subjects like the occult, faeries, tarot cards... all things mystical.
It was frustrating that these subjects were dealt with in only a general way, and
I hankered for more details. I had always loved to read, but just had never found
material like this in the children's section. It brings a smile to my face to
remember my parents' reaction to me checking these things out - "it's a phase,"
"isn't that cute," and "be careful, honey." Their tolerant attitude did start to
change, though.... |